Today I took notice of the new tender green buds emerging on the lilac bush at the edge of my yard. I began to ponder Spring and the seasons of my life.
For MANY years, the season of my life had been winter; cold, dormant, colorless, and without any sort of life or vitality. Over the years I have tried many things to better my situation and facilitate change.
I went back to school - twice, worked different kinds of jobs that only served to be unfulfilling and unsuccessful in bringing any kind of betterment to my financial position. I sought fulfillment through religion and only found disappointment. I desperately wanted change, but honestly, I had given up on ever seeing the return of Spring, much less Summer.
I began doing a tremendous amount of internal soul-level work. It led me to an epiphany. I was encouraging; ATTRACTING my own struggles, hardships, and lack because that is what I was EMBODYING at the soul level, at the cell level.
Fueled by stress and worry, scarcity - poverty - lack was the energy I was projecting, and therefore it was the energy I was attracting.
I didn't think I had the power to create change, to live a better life. I changed my mind, but I didn't change how I FELT. I was thinking about abundance and living a better life in my mind, but I wasn't FEELING it in my soul, in the very cells of my body. So, even though I had changed my mindset, my life didn't change because I was not embodying my mindset. It didn't FEEL it. I wasn't living as if.
I started de-programming the poverty and lack conditioning I had received from the moment I was born. I decided it was time for the seasons to change.
I DECIDED that it was time for SPRING.
Spring is a time of birth, growth, and new beginnings after winter's cold, dark months. I began to practice embodying growth; BECOMING Spring. I realized that this is my transformation journey, my Butterfly Life, and only I could make it happen. I was beginning to see RESULTS, and I couldn't wait to share them with others. I was not yet where I want to be, but I was ON MY WAY. I starting doing my best to live in expectation. It wasn't always easy, but I did not give up.
Let's walk this journey together. I kicked Winter's ass to the curb! You can too.
I am the DRAGON QUEEN! I'm lighting this bitch on FIRE! Are you ready to kick Winter's ass too? Are you ready to start your Butterfly Life?
YES, transformation is scary, yes it's hard, but are you going to let fear KEEP YOU TRAPPED in a life you don't like? I say kick fear in the FACE!
Let nothing hold you back!
Are you in?
Brightest blessings, lovelies!
About the author:
Teigan Draig is a Spiritual Life Coach offering one on one and group spiritual life coaching to empower women to explore healing & transformation so they may live a balanced happy life that fosters joyful freedom, bold independence, and gentle strength. The freedom to be your truest self and live the life you deserve and love is a very powerful thing!
Teigan resides in Ohio with her son--the light of her life, and their adorably demanding cat, Dime.